When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]



*i dedicate this song specially to my cat!

Sadness And Happiness

Hey people.I've not blogged for a long time for so many reasons.I miss my laptop i miss my myspace, my facebook and my BLOG!!There are so much things that happened for these past few weeks.There is a sad thing that happened and good thing that happened.


Let me tell you guys about the sad story first and then the happy part OK.My cat (Spice) has just past away last Wednesday (9.9.09).She really know how to pick a date for dying rite. ;) she died around 1 am because my mom said around 4am when she woke up my cat dah keras.So means it has been quiet a long time.The whole day i cried and cried.My cat has been with my family since I'm in standard 1.Imagine how long is that.Its nearly 10 years guys.How can i stand losing her.That morning i don't feel like going to school but unfortunately i have too because i have an exam.Its sucks man.Then on my way home from school my father told me my brother's friend past away too and its abil.I was like OMG.Abil is a nice good and cute boy.I feel like crying again but i guess my tears had gone dry cz i cried the whole day yesterday.Then at night i went for his funeral at tanah perkuburan usj21.Its was a sad night for the people in usj2 and 6 and all of arwah abil's friend.That night i can see almost everyone there to pay their last respect for him.At first i dint cry but at last i cant stand looking at everyone crying including my brother.so yeah TAKZIAH KEPADA KELUARGA ABIL.
And for my cat i will always love you sayang.You will always be in my heart OK SPICE.


OK now come the happy part.For this week i had spend half of my time with mus,waie and surya!!We did like everything together.we went buka puasa together and we sing along together in my car.I had so much fun with them.Just now i dint went to school because of my laziness.I woke up around 9 something and at 12 i went out and pick surya,waie and mus up.On the way to fetch mus and waie there is something funny happened to me and surya.Very funny until we cant stop laughing about it.*kantoi busuk gila* Hahaha.Then after fetching those two guys we dotch *waie ckp* know where to go.We went all around subang but still we dotch know where to stop at.haha.Im sorry for waie his moto tyre pancit.Haha.In the car we were like singing and singing and changing the cd around and around.Its was fun to scream when people are screaming too.Haha.Btw there are something stupid that we did and i cant say it here.Cz it is very stupid.Around 3 pm surya's friend called her and as her to go to her friends house so i send her there and i send waie and mus back also.I had a great day today!!!Thanx joyah joyah ku!!!* kata surya*

Let Me Know The Truth

Why are there so many fake people in this world.Fake faces,fake attitude and other kind of fakeness.Why cant they just be their self?Don't you people have anything else to do?Get a life la weyh!!!


Why sometimes people keep asking me for help about this and that.And surprising that their problems get solved by the genius mind of mine.But sometime when i take a deeper look at my self the problem that i solved for them had never been through myself.Such as love matter and many more.Some of my friends said "its OK babe,what goes around comes around".Yeah its true but till when must i wait till the "comes around part" coming back to me.Sometimes i feel like I'm tired of waiting and I'm tired of this life.But what more can i do then just go through with the life that Allah had given to us.


Why sometimes friends are to selfish to them self.Or am i just the only one who feel that way.I cant stand the kind of people that want us to follow their way and nothing else then their own perfect way.And the kind of friends that wanted our advise about their problem but when it comes to the negative advise they cant accept it and they will get angry and emo.Please la you said you needed an advise and we give you but you cant accept it and emo and all.Then when all of our advice came true you regrade it and said "why didn't i listen to you guys from the start".Doesn't that shows the stupid side of your self.


Why does other people's life look good as if there is nothing bad happened.But why does mine look different.Other people's pocket is full with money but not mine.Sometimes I'll ask my mom."ma is it true that all of the people in this world have problems?not a single person wont have a problem".My mom will answer."yes.everyone has their own problems.But it depends on how they solve it and cover their problems from other people to know".There are so many example that shows the truth that my mom said.Its not far from our life just look around and you will see one.Its not nice for me to write it all.So yeah you people just figure it out your self OK.

Thank you.

Its Gonna Be Me

Ok these are some of the pictures that i took from my phone camera yesterday that i told you guys about it on my last post.Actually there is more but this is the only picture that i get from Jiayi.Thank you ;)


Btw Syed my hand still hurts la playing tht stupid game yesterday.That fussball thingy *sorry kalau salah eja* Haha.But i still menang kn.And yeah i forgot to say one more thing.Thnx guys for teaching me how to play pool.But i still think that playing pool is boring.haha.I dont understand why people can be addicted to pool.I would like to play pool again one day even though its boring.Haha.

Thank you.

Thank You

Hey people.How are you guys today?Had a good time?Hope you guys had a good time today.I'm kind of lazy to write about my day today.But it is so damn fun and happening.I'm to tired to write about it actually.Its just that i want to thank my friends who had been there for me just now. SYED FAEEZ , PANG JIAYI and EUNICE.I know we had a great time rite just now.Hehe.There are some picture that we took.But it is still in my phone and for the time being my phone is being so cacat and i cannot upload it.Oh yeah for those who want to see the picture you are welcome to go to Pang Jiayi's blog.she has all the picture.I thing so she will upload it la.Sorry if she did not.Hehe.

So yeah talk again later.I need to go now and take my rest.BTW tomorrow is the 5Th day of puasa.We got another 25 days to go and its RAYA!!!

Thank you.

Life Must Go On

Hey people.How are you guys doing on the first day of holiday?


I must say that my first day of holiday sucks man.I'm so bored and i don't know what to do.I wanna study but seriously i cant study at home.There are so much thing that distract my mind from study.My laptop my bed but not food obviously.CZ its ramadhan.SELAMAT BERPUASA EVERYONE!Please please help me people.i need to go out and study.i need to work my mind out.I need to study SPM is almost here.Plus i don't know where to study.Mcd memang tak la kn.Wait is hypermedia in taipan still there?Some said that it has been closed.Some said it is still there.Could somebody tell me weather it is still there or not.Thank you.

OK lah people i need to go now.I need to take my shower and think where should i go study and all.Or i just need to concentrate on my studiest and dont look at my laptop and my bed.Haha.Wish me luck OK people.

Thank you.

Thank you so much

Surya Juliana thank you so much for what you have wrote about me on my last post.I mean your last post.That was like the best thing ever people wrote about me.I like the part where you have to do the NOODLE DANCE and the part you wrote about me being so annoying and all.I know I'm annoying people.I know that very well though.Plus su nnt kita buat the NOODLE DANCE together OK.Now its my turn to write about you OK.But i guess mine would not be as long as yours la OK.HeHe..


SURYA JULIANA

You are the best sister i ever have though we are from another family.We have alot in common.I like the way you talk the way you smile and all about you la sayang.The best thing to say is I LIKE YOU LAH!!You said that I'm a talking machine rite you are the same la babe.When we see each other we both cant shut up la.Like i say we have alot in common.


Yes i still remember the first time i jumpa you and we start to talk like hell is on CHEER 2008.I remember you sampi campak kawan kawan you and lepak with all of us.I tak taw la kn kenapa you buat macam tu.But seriously kalo i jadi kawan kawan you i dah bengang gila dengan you.But its ok lah benda dah lepas tak boleh nak buat apa kn.And about the stupid thing that happened on the CFN is before CHEER lah sayang.Masa tu i tak kenal you lagi plus masa tu i benci you lagi.HAHA.I admit that i hate you before.That is all before i know you and i became you friend a.k.a sister of yours.Like i said that was before!!!Now the word for you is only LOVE.


You are the best junior i ever have and you are so comel gila.Ok now i think i should do the NOODLE DANCE.I don't know what to crap anymore about you.HAHA.Theres one thing that i would like to say before i end this post.Please take care of your self and don't repeat the same stupid thing anymore ok.Last year and this year i can still watch after you.But as you know I'm no longer will be in SMK SEAFIELD anymore.So please surya take care of you self.I tak nak dengar nanti next year or sampi bila bila ada cerita buruk pasal you dekat SMK SEAFIELD tu ok.Please promise me that ok sayang.


Thank you my love for understanding me when I'm in a sad mood.You always cheer me up.I still cant forget the part you said that you nak bakar sape yang tah pape tah la you cakap tu.THANK YOU SURYA JULIANA.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

THANK YOU.